What I hope to accomplish.
This site is nothing special. Honestly, its mostly something personal where I can blog in parts my story, my life. I want to share it with the world, but being fifteen, fear that rejection and teasing would push me to the edge, Getting people to listen is hard enough, having them understand is so much worse.
My parents know nothing of my story, my thoughts, or this site.
I fear they may not believe me,
Why would they?
My parents know nothing of my story, my thoughts, or this site.
I fear they may not believe me,
Why would they?
On the outside..
I am happy. Sometimes I cry, but doesn't everybody? I am the girl who jokes around and loves her friends. I dress strange, but its my way of standing out in the crowd, of being an individual. I love who I am and would not change for anything or anyone.
On the inside..
Im scared. I want to be nothing more than like the girls on the cheerleading squad. The girls who have tons of friends, who date tons of guys. And that honestly worries the hell out of me. I am depressed, and I have so many secrets. (both my own, and others..)